Cyrptic

It's probably just me overreacting. But I guess I have things I take too seriously. Not sure I should, but I'd rather than have it bite me in the ass later on.

So I have two choices ultimately: yes... or no. Picking no now can result in regrets, however misguided they might be. Saying yes would invite hope... of which there is none currently. At all.

Actually, the way the question was posed crushed all hope indefinitely.

However, I might never get another chance.

So let's imagine this, totally hypothetically: you want to buy your dream car (which is expensive, thus you cannot buy another), however it's pretty much unobtainable, as it is all sold out, it's an antique or simply a limited edition. On the other hand, you are called that they have another rare car, not even close to the one you wish to buy, but it looks decent, it's also rare (and expensive), you can probably drive it around town and not feel ashamed of it, but it is hardly the model that you wished for and dreamed about all your life.

Would you buy this car, that is not at all the one you want but is available, or let this opportunity pass and take a chance that you might, in the future, find for purchase a car that is exactly the model you want?

I think I'll need to sleep on it. Maybe talk to someone who just might understand my issue.