After my operation today… I had 4 hours of sleep to get over the painkillers and the adrenaline withdrawal... and the dreams… they were vivid.
I was in the hospital, getting my bandages changed. (It’s scheduled for tomorrow.) The nurses were fun and felt like I was in a pedicure salon.
They changed my bandages, we hung out and then I left because snow began to fall and the temperature was below zero. So I left the place… and that’s when things really began to get surreal.
I left the room and I was stalking the halls in long steps. I was in a very, very vivid red and black checkered flannel shirt with a black shirt underneath, black denim and black cowboy boots. The red of my shirt seemed to leave a burning afterimage, also red, as if it was glowing from within.
And then I saw two guys I was in love with when I was 14. They were walking down one of the corridors and I wanted to make an impression. I stalked past them, intent on looking back when I could… and then I saw a guy… with elfish ears (more of a WoW look) with tattoos and earrings in the tip of his ears. I remember turning back and giving him a look and hissing something sinuous and seductive.
I went past one or two more men, turning back and saying stuff I never imagined I ever would (nor do I remember anything but that they sounded confident and sexy from my mouth) and they looked back and grinned and looked interested. I felt like the devil.
And then I was out on the side door in a small backdoor garden that did not exist irl and there was this girl from some anime I knew (also does not exist irl), she was actually a princess from a small kingdom who was promised for another prince from another big kingdom that actually pressed them for her hand… And as we stood a guy from over the high concrete wall leant up in the foliage (it looked like he was perched on a tree branch next to a birdhouse and pulled out some kind of… lamp. He aimed it at the wall in front of him we stood against with this princess and some sort of light patterns began to make elaborate patterns on the wall. He was aiming at some wooden… relief with holes in them, and when I looked up from under said wooden relief I saw holes in the bottom and the traveling light seemed to make out another pattern/design that somehow seemed to remind me of something. Of what I forgot, of course.
Anyway, I went to some old man I knew in the anime who seemed to be the king… or his advisor and he told me the pointy-eared dude was actually the other king, just in his real form. Not to mention that the old man’s daughter was actually safe and hidden and this princess was some faceless something and he ripped off the face of a young boy who was the most beautiful he had ever seen and put it on said faceless something and it grew up to be his princess. So he is giving away a fake princess. But the princess somehow followed me and she heard and panicked…
Then I was back watching the lights fly with her, which kinda shocked me, and she stared, afr4aid of the play of the light and some very pretty music began to play. Obviously it wasn’t any music I heard irl… sucks.
Anyway… there was some bit with me recovering from my injury in a classroom we stayed with my family, where my father taught in the mornings, and there was this book he was quoting from and it was so true… Obviously I forgot the quote. In the meantime I chatted with Cliff my writing on the boards and his responses just showed up in chalk. And then my uncle came to visit… and I went next morning to get my bandages changed and the nurses were all over my book saying it’s virtually impossible to get a copy now and where did I get it.
And then there was that bit where we visited some old neighbours who moved to a posh street into a posh house, and on the street the neighbours were weird. There was this cartoon dog and his family, a tranny and his husband, OJ Simpson… Yeah… weird. That’s all.
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