Ok, I suck. And it takes a friend's mistake to make me realize it.

So here it is: I suck.

I have been... well, technically in love with a guy for no apparent reason for a long time now. (Well, love is a word I don't like to use in regards of persons, because it tends to invoke images of over-passionate feelings and idiotic tendencies.)

I guess I have been clinging to the idea because... well, it's not easy meeting guys like him. Although the more guys I know I realize they do tend to disappear from time to time for no apparent reason. Also, we had similar tastes, but oh well. That's just one thing I like in a man... Well, the dark hair too... But dark hair is... well... not difficult to produce. (Hah... tell that to my dad... uhm... right, wigs produce hair too ^^ )

Anyway, waiting for a guy to get the frikkin clue is completely hopeless as I've realized. So is hoping they take the initiative. It's no fun if I have to attack my guy if I want to get any kind of (mild or less mild) action ever. I mean hey, is even a kiss less than to be expected?!

Oh well, sorry, I seem to have wandered off the path here.

So. To hell with idiots who can't decide things on their own. I'm going to go alpha male hunting. If they can actually read a book from cover to cover, and don't grunt much, they'll do. I'll let them drag me to their lair and... we shall see. *.~