I decided I either developed some strange depression problem all thanks to my hormonal turmoil (well, I'm a woman, I have something like that monthly), or my life has hit rock bottom (I hate this word -> ) emotionally.

So I figured some thinking would be in order, but not sure it'd help. So if anybody has a better way how one can figure out their lives, mail me.

In the meantime I'll be off visiting some graves.