To mend or not to mend

I wonder if you can try to make up now for something you've done months ago.

In my book you just can't.

I might be called a bastard, but at the moment I feel like I just can't ignore something that made me doubt my friendship. Even if the culprit is sorry now and wants to mend it... There are some things that can't be mended.

Especially not if it happened weeks or moths ago. If someone feeels sorry, they should go and apologize then... or the next day. Not after a long while.

And especially not stating "I'd do anything to make it up...".

Thing is, if anyone feels so sorry to say this... it shouldn't have taken them this long to come to this life-altering conclusion.

Ergo they should have done this a looong time ago, because now... it just sounds used and sad.

Feeling Emo

Guess this is what it feels like when a friend abandons you. After I spent ages on poking him into a relatively normal emotional-state... he got a backbone, he got back with his friends.

First thing he does: he forgets me. He goes off and talks to me only when he's bored to tears or thinks he has love problems.

I seriously think this is sad. I don't think it's much fun staying friends with a bloke like that. I also feel used. Am I pathetic? (Yeah, utterly. Much more for emoing like that. I'm seriously doubting my sanity here.)

You know... a friend like that is no friend of mine.