The Dilemma

Some of the people from my group (email support people who started with me) got routed to chat support. And I wasn't routed.

And I dunno if I should feel good or bad about it.

I mean chat support is where the better workers get routed (one of the girls asks everybody else about every letter so I can't really understand how they are better than me - they are the average folks...), although the bonus is less, but easier to reach.

And the job is stressful. But dunno, it is kinda fun... I liked the chat part, I really did. For one night anyway.

I don't think I would like it very much every evening. (And if you work the night shift they take you home by taxi!)

My guess is that they kept me email support because I work the evening shift that most people refuse to do. I mean hey, I am pretty damn good, or was anyway. I'm not too slow and my responses are mostly positive (even with pigheaded American assholes who refuse to follow instructions and think the world revolve around them and we can mind read what the fuck they are talking about and what the fuck they want actually) and my evaluations rock(ed these last months - but now that I have actually spoken about them, they will be horrid this month, eeek! knock, knock, knock and all).

So... whyyyyyy?????

You know... I'll try to be happy about it.

I mean most of my coworkers are considering suicide.