I guess you should never take games and online friends seriously, because one day they'll just fuck you over. Like they did with me today. I know it's my inner Hungarian speaking, but I hope that that healer got them killed more times. (I only heard about one, but then I left the game since they didn't call me, the one who got left behind but offered the spot for "the one who turned up first". Charming and heartwarming. They sure know how to make a person feel special.)

Truth be told, I really didn't feel like grouping up with that healer, but then again he took my spot. So technically we wouldn't have been in the same group. On first try. And second try I just got offended enough and decided not to give a shit. And besides that, he can't heal worth shit... who would want to kill some badass, powerful boss (well, old god, technically) with a monk who can't heal? I sure as hell don't wanna do the job of two monks just because he sucks. It'll be hard enough for two good monks, not to mention one.

I just wish I had another still functioning guild I could leave for, because today just showed me how much I can trust my wonderful alliance... and guild.

And tomorrow (technically it's today) I'll try again. Worst case: I turn all chats off and play the game solo or with the few trusty old friends that still play sometimes. I guess it's high time I found myself another hobby or became a workaholic.