No such luck. Let it be enough that I have found a doctor, who, while being a perfect definition of a curmudgeon, explained what's wrong with me (although they have no idea what went wrong and why it is still going wrong) and prescribed some sort of hormone roundhouse kick for me. Which will fix most of the things that went wrong - yay! Only... it's a pretty dangerous medicine, so... I'll have to take precautions.
But hell, at least somebody knows and is trying to help!!! Words fail me, I'm so thankful.
Alas. I also got pushed into a special diet that miiiiight get my hormones back on track. It's the good old 160g carbohydrates diet that is usually forced on diabetics.
Truth be told I can't stand eating that much, at those times and in that order. For one thing, I'm hungrier after I wake up and am less and definitely less hungry in the evenings. Which stands to reason, as you burn calories and anythign else you eat in the morning, but you don't burn as much in the evening.
Morning and evening used in regards to waking up and going to sleep, as I usually am on a "from afternoon till early morning" shift myself.
Alas, thanks to all this strict plan, I usually just skip the last two meals and usually average around 70-100g carbohydrates per day.
Thing is, the diet lady I am supposed to go to for consulting wants me to jot down every meal down to the last gram of food so she can see I follow everything to a T...
But never fear, I do jot down everything, but she will get the doctored version, where I will be shown to eat over 100g each day, so she won't bug me.
But hell... this is so crazy. I eat more thanks to this diet than I ate before it!!
Alas. Not anymore. Fuck the docs. I'm on a diet and I'm still fat, so why would eating more help any?!
So...
What do I do besides my frikkin annoying diet?
These. I have gotten my hands on a bunch of new beading books and Bead & Button magazines, which really improved my mood too. So now I'm amusing myself with the herringbone stitch and colours.
