I was so immersed in looking for some Outher Gods stories for my thesis, which, as I mentioned below, will be about Lovecraft's God Pantheon (as in the cute lil' tentacled Cthulhu and his buddies)...

...that I left the stove on, and when I realized that my food was still cooking and ran there...

....I found that. ^^
Would you believe me if I told you that it was hot-dog sausage?

I'm getting a bit annoyed. The "bitches in the office" as I call them, told me that the dead-line on my thesis is the 30th of March. They the secretary of the English faculty told me the dead-line was the 15th of March, which is a national holiday, so it is in reality the 14th of March... and then she told me that she was confused, so no, there is no decided deadline now...

So here I am on the 21st of February about to change to topic of my thesis (thanks for my teacher, who forgot to tell me that she was pregnant, and so I had to run now and get all things done one month before the supposed deadline...), and... maybe I don't even have a month to get my hands on the books and criticism needed to complete a 40-60 pages long essay.

Btw, it is bloody hard to get hold of English literature in Hungary, unless it's the usual must read stuff like Wuthering Heights or Jane Eyre, and utterly impossible to find criticism in English, of English books. Ordering books takes at least a month, so ha-ha, very funny of them.

Finding Lovecraft in English might work if I get lucky, but finding any kind of reviews or criticism... I have no chance whatsoever.

Watch this and cry as I did.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fJuNgBkloFE&mode=related
...This level of stupidity just astonishes me.
And they have all the means to kill!
They have nuclear weapons!
They have power!
All they lack is the most vital and most important component: a BRAIN.
I shudder to think that one day they might kill us because they think we are the middle-east. Do YOU feel comfortable with this?

Buzz, buzz

I give up, I don't understand.
Guys just... like me. On GW, they just start to talk to me and well, it does not matter, that I tell them that I have a horrible personality, lotsa temper issues and am being pessimistic (added after Edem spit that little insult in my face, that I'm sooooo very pessimistic and make people feel bad - sure... still, I'm quite all right, thanks very much and my friends don't seem to care so... well, never mind)... they say: "oh you are so funny, I like you!"... And they do!

*desperate scream*

Don't get me wrong, I'm watching these people with a certain horrified astonishment, because I know who I am, I warned them fair and square... and they still like me. And I honestly dunno why.

Oh well... As long as they do, we can get along.
And on a happier note: Maya stopped trying to flirt with me. Yaaaaay! ^^

"The closet pervert lost? Who is that open pervert?"
/Naruto/

I've watched Saikano just now.
It was... different.
At first, it looked like some high-school love story, then it went mecha, then strange and stranger still... It was sad. A very bleak future, and... something I'd never name as my favorite anime. Still, it calmed me down. Strangely, it was something I needed after the exams to make me calmer. A bit.
The ending was a bit... well, kinda in Evangelion-style. Might watch it too.
I just... wanna calm down, because things are getting a bit strange around me.
Got to sign up for a few classes, should write my thesis and... well, talk with the other teacher to assist me with it, since the teacher I got assigned to with my thesis is on a maternity leave.
Sigh.
I shall decide what I should write about... I mean dear Howard Philips' god pantheon is... just a good beginning for an idea... *goes off and ponders about this*

Oh and yes. That Howard Phillips. As in Lovecraft.

Ok, something really changed my dad. Dunno what it was, but he's really acting like a grade A asshole. I think I'll have to try to lift a curse or two off of him. And I hope it was a curse, or I'll be cross. And he'll stay an asshole.

I think a fuck you all, in general, sideways and from any pose is in order...

So: Fuck you all, in general, sideways, from any pose!